The rain comes and goes....

2007-12-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hey friends... my decision is made lerx.... Im repeating sec 4... hmmm... guess this is for the better bahx.... at least i will have more choices to choose from.... hahax...

douglas
lost again!

2007-12-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

Days went by and somehow it went so fast before i could even stop and take a breather....

Tomorrow, or should i say later(since it has passed 12) I'm getting my N level result lerx.... so scare.... hahax... anyways already planning to go ITE lerx... haix...

Tag reply to ST jie - Hahax... alot of spamming horx.... too bad lahx... hope this will be the first and last lohx... cannot stop No life on the street spamming de mahx... hahax...

Remember just few days back, so many things had happen... jeffery and Jingjing's chalet... ice skating.... very busy... but it was fun lahx... all good things have to come to and end though... so memories were made by taking photo! yea :)

OMG... this is the month i hate and love the most.... hate it cause it keeps raining... love it cause it's the hols.... hahax.... didn't really thought of the rain when it just started... till it starts to rain... sickening....

sitting... shivering cold... thing of my future in front of me... 16 years just passed by like that.... with a snap of my finger... just gone... who knows... another snap, im like gonna be 21? what would life be like then? guess i just have to wait...

Douglas...
Stopping in time

2007-12-12T21:46:00.001+08:00

A new start, a new begining....

Hope my friends u all arent angry for not contacting u all kkZz? im back :)

Douglas...

2007-12-01T05:15:00.000+08:00

sorry friends.... for not updating my blog... i was a bit... how to say... upsad...

so many things have changed.... i quit my job and realized it was a right choice.... i met the best guy but yet... i realized that we will never meant to be.... there is someone else... guess... friends are wad i and him are meant to be only... sorry yan and suat ting.... it's not that i want my blog to be dead... but i myself is dying already...

dunno how yann is doin.... shall go and read her blog later... suat ting jie... u pls... look after yourself... weather is not very good now as the monsoon season is coming... or should i say is here already.... drink more water and rest more....

to people who is reading my blog now and knows fook yu nee-chan.... she is flying off to Hong kong later... flight is at 11... well... im gonna meet her for breakfast later... hahax... haiz... one month... coming back on the 31 of december... following will be suatting... flying to taiwan on the 27 of december....

it seems like one by one my friends are like leaving me for a period of time.... i just feel so... how should i say... sad? i guess so...

time for my 'N' level results is coming near.... i have a very bad feeling about it... haix... should i just simply give up? i not very sure...

realizing this when i look at the sky... how peaceful can this world really be...?

hahax... samson... u wanna meet for lunch? sure... no problem :) it would be a pleasure to have lunch with a friend...

who am i kidding? wad is all the emo stuffs doin here? to anata... wawd ever u are reading here... it will really mean wad i wanna tell u.... i love you... but i just realize it will never meant to be... the only thing i will call u is anata... cause that is wad u are and wad u always will be in my heart... dont give up... i'll always be here.... just call out to me and i will be back ok? i wish u happiness..

wiping my tears off telling myself... no one can ever replace anata..... never... my eyes are so damned painful....

A thought just appear in my head... "how i wish i was back to my old self..." bet u all would think the same ritex? but somehow... it will never be.....

Douglas...
silent...

2007-11-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm... the days really pass like no one's business.... i mean it is like me and anata is together for a week plus lerx and we are like very happy( even though there were like arguements....) but i still love him as much... or should i say i like loving him more and more?

today i went out with mummy, yan and tiings jie and Rio for dinner at Ichiban sushi, hahax... Again... i guess it is different from eating when workin and eating and not working....

OMG... IM LIKE SO DAMNED FREAKING HELL ANGRY!!!! FUCKER kelvin! U ARE NOT BLOODY HELL JAP AND STOP TALKIN ABT VIGINITY WHEN U ARE NOT ONE FREAKING VIGIN!!! stop trying to act cute and innocent when u are not one... and pls freaking hell stop disturbing my ANATA!!!! and if u dun know wad it means by anata it means DARLING!! ASSHOLE...

one day, one fine day my blood vessles are like gonna burst because of guys like this, telling like everybody wad they are not...

very sianx lehx... this is like so sianx... omg... wad the freaking hell lahx... sianx...

Douglas
pissed off...

2007-10-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm... talkin to my handsome cum cute guy... :P

hahax... hmmm.... my eyes!!!! sore... sobs...

douglas..
loved

2007-10-27T01:51:00.000+08:00

Super corny stuffs happened everywhere todae... just dunno y and how to put it.... it was just..... CORNISH.... LOL

alot of cute guys in the train like todae... hahax.... but almost all in white... hahax... i guess.... it's white day....LOL.... thank god no alot of cute guys wearing red.... if not horx.... it is like national day... LOL

sianx... jie and i was talking abt some private family stuffs... guess horx.... there are alot ppl out there very xin fu de... but they just dun appreciate it... haix...

hmmm.... supper was delicious... :P hahax... MACS!!!!

Douglas...
smiling and frowning

2007-10-25T09:05:00.000+08:00

Is it wrong for me to be extremly friendly and nice but now and then get angry with someone at work now and then? WTF... terminate me lahx! "U look like ben, act like ben," WHO DA FUCK IS BEN!

u suck man asshole....

*better calm down before i let my blood vessles burst for someone not worth it*

sitting at macs, 9.10AM! waiting for a guy whom i know wont show up.... haix...

douglas...
sitting and waiting... AGAIN

2007-10-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

It's a new world, it's a new start, it's life in a beating of a young heart....

A nice song to share.... hmmm... meaningful...

I always go like LOL( laugh out loud).... today learn new stuff from yann... LMAO(Laugh my ass off).... a bit super lame ritex....
yea!!! I'M MOVING TO CENTER POINT!!!

hmmm... so tired la... work work work and more work!!! but i dun really mind lahx... must learn to be responsible... hahax.....

LOVE FOOK YU AND SUAT TING AND YANN!!! AND SOON KP also!!!!

Douglas..
loved, cared and looked out for....

2007-10-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

it's past 12 am so it's a new day lerx...

Im still like sick and super sad... SINGLE.... guess i need my dear jie to be here with me to keep me company bahx... she knows best when to make me smile...

Y must i fall like sick now when i just started on my new job... haix.. i like so sick and sianx...

hey guys... im sick and tired of sex with just plain friends ok! haha.... i wan someone close bahx..

YOKOSO ICHIBAN SUSHI YEAH!!!! haha... i mean... like i working at ichiban sushi now so pls come and support me ok? :p

douglas
single...

2007-10-11T22:02:00.001+08:00

Heys... hahax... im like at cappage see my friends playing pool... feeling abit bored so i decided to blog...

Being me is easy... wake up, study, eat, play, sleep and heck care stuffs.... haha... i guess i should really learn to mind my own business.... haha... i very super KPO de... hahax....

I guess in this life.... from baby till now... there are a few people that really do cherish me and look after me.... and i really wanna thank them...
my god mummy and jie jie, taniel, wei jie( my Pri school mate...) jansen, marlyn. jazlyn and of course my family members... they are there, no matter HOW irritating i am.... hahax.... really have to thank god for people like that :)

Guess i should feel thankful.... hahax....

Douglas
surrounded by Love...

2007-10-10T04:24:00.000+08:00

so late in the nitex and i am not slping... wad the hell am i doin? no good for my pimples... shit... having pimple out break and im like still so fucking not takin care.... first time in my life im having so much pimples... sianx...

was chatting with a nice guy on the net and we were talkin abt relationships.... i guess... being in a relationship is like two hands clapping.... when one stops there is no more 'clapping' lerx...

in a relationship... when one party gets bored of the other... it is the same as when one hand stops movin... the motion of clap... no matter how the other hand tries to clap... it will soon get tried and stop too.... in a relationship it's the same thing and i guess all of u peeps knows it... simple, over and done with....

but why does so many ppl knows abt this and yet still doing the same thing? not only in gay relationships(which normally drives homosexuals to think homo relationships don't work out) str8 ppl too... i mean... it is hard for ppl to not get bored of each other i know... but cant they just find something new abt each other? i bet there must be infinate stuffs each party can find in each other to be entertained since all humans are made differently....

thru all my relationships i learn that when in a breakup.. there is no such thing as who is in the wrong(unless the party really cheats on u) but both party is... i mean... u should ask yourself what have u done wrong and wad should u do to change.... humans just keep think that a leopard will nv change it's spots... that is very true i do agree... but a leopard could change it's character isn't it? think abt it bahx...

but in any case of all.... friends are like forever still...they are there to correct u in all ways u are wrong and accept u for who u really are and not have a single problem with it.... but why simply cant humans apply this in a relationship?

Douglas...

2007-10-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

hi friends.... sorry if anyone of u tried to contact the past few days but couldn't( which i know none of u did) sorry cause i was away in batam.... a short get a way for the stressful life in singapore.... i mean.... don't u agree when there are times u should get away from all ur friends and family to have peace? :)

i mean cat... u shouldn't few guilty... girls... sometimes... or should i say most of the time only have RELATIONSHIPs in their mind so much so that they have forgotten those that care and trust... i am just so sad to say this but... u are not a true friend.... i mean wad is the point of savaging this friendship when u can actually simply abandon a friend when u have ur bf? haha... don't need to say sorry.... i just have to take it as i have blindly made a wrong judgement in friends again.... stupid me... i am in the wrong.... it's my fault.

haha... peps... the batam trip was fabulous... the hotel and stuffs were great... except food.... OMG i actually missed singapore's food.. haha.... stuffs were cheap... POLO was real... other brands are imitated goods... haha.... but i looks amazingly real... hahax... how i wish i can find my knight in shinning armour soon... den i could go abroad with him... just me and him will do...

i guess... thats all for now bahx... just wanna tell everyone... or should i say... choose ur friends wisely... and once u know u have a trusted friend.... appreciate him/her...

Douglas...
:))

2007-10-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

finally... the last week... just passby real qiuck please....

having some minor disagreements with my tunny.... sianx....

douglas
tummy pain :(

life and friends....

2007-09-29T03:05:00.000+08:00

hey peps... very long no blog le... tonitex i shall use all the broken english....

haix... a friend of mine just argued with his "buddy" and he is somewhere out there... i'm veri worried.... at xue ting hse now.... doin nth watching chinese MTV and doin Math TEN YEARS SERIES..... omg... N level is like just one more day to go...

i just dunno y friends have to argue among themselves.... i mean... y in the first place be friends when u both know that some way or another u will not be friends when u all start to argue... i mean... no mehx? somehow... friends are there to be like THERE for like FOREVER?!

OMG!!! MTV PLAYING MY FAV SONG!!! "beautiful girl" shit and now playing a song that i really hate... "smack that"... ewwww...

sorry i kept being disturb.. anyways.... rmb this peps.... a true friend stays no matter wad happens and will nv say "fine lo, let's end our friendship" or whatsoever de....

Douglas,
missing someone

summer breeze

2007-09-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

not a very happy day for me today... sianx... im like so hungry now and i cant do anything...

school ended at like 10.45 to day and i just like left immediately.... dun wanna like stay longer in tat god damned place... haix... feng ming and everyone was like doin the same old things... gambling in class.... and i like sleep again lo... after doin math of o course...

saw jackson like alighting when i'm like goin on board... it's like i love the weather today... not so hot not so cold... just nice... how i wish everyday was like that... summer... yet, with the cool breeze of the sea.... so nice...

fell like asleep soon immediately after i reached home and changed and all lahx... so rubbish lahx... hahax... den all the aloysius i know starts to like sms me.... hahax....

I'M FREAKING HUNGRY!!!!

ok now... back to the things i wanna sae... i freaking lost my glasses... i'm freaking half blind... now i really have to start wearing contact lenses like almost everyday... i pity my eyes... OH SHIT... IM HUUNGRY!!!!

haix... wad a day... the only time of the day i like is like just when i am like alone and waiting fir the bus... when the sun is on me and the cold gentle breeze are like brushing on my face... the monent of quietness and peace...

I'M FREAKING HUNGRY AND AM SUPER HUNGRY!!!

Douglas,
quietness

:P:P

2007-09-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

haha... chewing on my duck meat( OILY but delicious) decide to blog... haha.... somehow i feel like im getting fatter and fatter.... shit.... haix...

meeting aloysius later... haha... im like so bored... hope he has got cigarettes.... OMG... haha...

will be staying at woodlands next week... haha... with xue ting jie jie... so happy la... just hopin can see my sec sch aloy... haha.... somehow it's like cause im bored so im like here... dunno who will pass by my blog and gO like " hey, u are some kid to be able to type such RUBBISH"... haha....

>.<

douglas...
lifeless..

basic instinct

2007-09-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

The few ways of a basic instinct when u know u are gonna get hurt or already being hurt( which of course i fall in this catagory) are very common but yet humans choose the worst few ways to handle it.... example is suicidal.... i feel like doin it now... but.... i cant... i cant be selfish and think of myself.....

i learn tat u cant trust too many people( of course again the most basic) and no one can force u to.... but then again.... it all falls back to on who are the friends u make and call them ur friends.... i look back on my past yesterday with my jie jie( xue ting) and realize how much we both have changed due to getting hurt.... even by our closest... Family.... if we could get hurt by our closest..... how much can we even trust ourselves to trust people to used to be strangers and now called friends? am i ritex? but den again... it's up to us again on wad we do and who we trust....

all in all i am just trying to sae... the ppl who i call my friends are ppl whom i dun wanna be strangers wif... but then, there are few whom i reali reali hope to have till like i die or sth... hope my friends who are reading this know who im refering to...

douglas...
Peace... love... Blood...

SINFUL!!

2007-08-30T16:00:00.000+08:00

HEYS PEEPS!!!

didnt blog for a long time already... didnt feel like.... but anyways.... i cant wait to tell u how sinful "munchy's donut" is... it's like better den having sex (other then having it with someone u like :P) it's heavenly and the donuts just melt.... literally melts in ur mouth!!!!

ok.. now lets get back to the boring me.... well... it's like so sianx recently... my "N" level is like next week.... and i just prepared... HOW"?? haha... was hangout(dating) with this guy call joey(not his real name)... he is sweet, nice, fun, all the good points u can find in a guy.... but somehow... i dunno lehx.... i just feels so empty and lost... dunno wad is it reali tat is goin on between me and him... hmmm... NVm.... i just have to appreciate the time spent wif him until he truly ask me to enters his life bahx...

met xue ting jie jie just now(omg i've missed her), and we still have tat connection between us... tat's nice... humans been changing so much we dunno who to be friend wif now... haiix... saded...

Douglas
sinful-ness filled

so tired

2007-08-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

days passed like no one's business after National Day..... guess it's for the better bahx... wonder how many Humans, Pets, Animals etc. have died....

well.. my days have been fun and memoriable.... with who? well i wont sae :)

Douglas
tired but happy..

national day!!!

2007-08-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

HEY PEPS!!!!!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

Douglas,
happy and filled

National day eve

2007-08-08T19:05:00.000+08:00

8 august, national day eve.... time has been on a rocket ship.... travelling, moving, passing... wad is happening?

Sucks when everyone thinks they know u but they dun.... even my mother does the same thing... haix...

just feel like lying down somewhere and forget abt everything.... other then of course, my friends - taniel, stella, even the friends i hope to be back with like mike, daivd, and maybe all my ex BF(s)... (other then SAMEUL HENG)...

Douglas
Jus Another Day...

FRIDAy...

2007-08-03T07:22:00.000+08:00

wow... and now friday, i skip my last prelims again... shit... everybody is gonna screw me upside down if they get to know about it....

babyjer i still do love u ok? :) smiles... and it's not a full stop but jus a ","

Life Is So Damned.....

Douglas,
Life's like that

back here....

2007-07-30T17:42:00.000+08:00

Annnddddd it's monday again..... didnt sort of like go to school... but i WAS in schhol for the afternoon as it is 'N' level chinese ORAL..... and how did it fair? SUCKS! i have half the conversation in english! shit.. haix....

What goes around comes around.... hope all of u realize it...

Douglas...'
tired and more tired

SIAN!!!!!!

2007-07-29T03:51:00.000+08:00

haixx... now the time is 3.52AM!!! wondering why am i here.... Y?????

Stress about my exams.... prelims... i know it's nothing... but... haixx... i almost cried.... can u believe it?! haix... i really hope i will do well in my 'N' levels and go to sec 5... i really wan.... :'( Never really regretted doin things in my life.... but this time.... i seemed to really regret.... i feel so hurt... yet somehow... there seemed no one there to help and comfort me....haix...

Monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and FINALLY sunday... all this days just seemed to pass like as if it's rushing for a train tat is leaving...
when i was in sec one seemed like it was only yesterday(did i phrase it correctly? or should it be "sec one seemed like yesterday"? aiya... who gives a damn anyway?)

i miss the old days where i can do anything yet it will not be carrying motives.... haixx.... wad is sincerity now? everything we do is like plastic to everyone... are u ME? sometimes i wonder.... how do u know if i were plastic(fake)? wad if i weren't? then wont u just be like "OMG... shit... y was i plastic to him" in the end... haix...

Just watch the M18 show "knock up".... freakingly hilarious.... hahax... well even though it is with all the "Fuck plus many more" it had a "happily ever after" ending with a baby... THE BABY WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!! i watch with my gan jie jie(marlyn)... so long no see her lerxx.... sianx... my stomach growling.... nvm... my eyes... it hurts... how i wish i was on my bed... with my blanket... shit... shouldnt go on tat... I'M NOT SLEEPY!

FERGIE RULEX!!! i love her so much... her songs are getting so good.... love the song "Big girls don't cry" especially.... hmmm... Gwen stefanie too.... she is another good singer... hahax.... anyways... peps... sorry if i always take so long to blog a new entry... hahax... take care peps :)

Douglas,
The Prince of Darkness...

sianZz.......`

2007-07-24T17:26:00.000+08:00

Sooooo many things have happen since i last blog.... hmmm....

I almost cried the particular day.... y must u just have to be such a BITCH????!!!!! Grrrr... anyways... there is nothing i can do... just better watch ur step lohx.. It wont be good u know... Ur arrogance....

Bought my favorite necklace blink blink :) sooooooo happy.... and OMG! HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS is sooooooo DAMNED GOOD!!!!! didn't regret on buying tat either! :)

hmmmm.... weekends passed by like no one's business..... didnt reali like the fact tat is passed so fast.... "Life's like that"

Didn't go to school on monday.... was sleeping... weather was sooooo cooling... so nice..... haax... went to cineleisure and takashimaya.... finally it's een so long since i went out with cat.... she looked so shagged..... haix... worried.... and i got her beaten up by her parents..... cause we went back late.... she was so pretty though.... my babyjer is also cute :)

finally... 5.38pm, tuesday.... todae... wow... it's been fast... my Prelims are like tomorrow onwards... sianxx.... work hard worx Douglas!!! you can do it.... well... let's hope i can bahx...

Douglas
tired... sore...

Night.... finally....

2007-07-19T19:28:00.000+08:00

Finally.... 7.30 Pm...

Saw ming yang and "daddy" at rocky masters.... and also saw xiao jason, shiling, jade and someone i dun remember who....

"daddy" TRIED to bitch with me but he failed... hahax.... it was fun... wow... and kimo appears.... who's next? hahaxx....

i just can't forget about my blink blink.... i feel so hard broken... haixx.... mingyang had his back hair all cliped up.... it looked like this....

OMG ritexx.... hahax... actually it is cute lahxx..... hmmm... mingyang... hahax... always like this.... he will always have something new up his sleeves... :)

anyways.... shalan finally finished work... but he can't go off yet... still have to do some stuffs.... he says... slap him lahxx.... my god, have been in my school uniform for the whole day again... wad is this? hahaxx.... absurb ritexx.... finish school at 1.30 Pm and my school uniform is on me since 6 am....

i was quite shocked when my darling sms me at 6.30 pm telling me he just reached home when he finished school at 4.30 pm... shit... i miss mahjong...

sitting at rocky masters still.... wondering, pondering wad to do the next few days.... hoping days will pass by soon lahxx.... shit lehxx.... i keep coughing and coughing.... thomas told me it was the "smoker's cough" but then horxx... y wait till i quitting then come the cough arhxx? sianx.... haixx.... dunno lahxx...

being experienced for things are sometimes quite useful.... like ritex now.... my friend has a delimma... relationship stuffs lahxx.... he keep *sighing*... and here comes wei jie and shuhui.... reali man, reali... who is next??? we all know lahx...

Douglas
coughing and dying(i hope not... hehexx)

The afternoon sun...

2007-07-19T16:07:00.000+08:00

Sitting at rocky masters wif ryan thinking of my babyjer... wondering wad he is doin... hoping tat he is fine.... shalan broke up wif his bf lerXx.... hmmm.... i think it is better i guess.... since both of them was like having a rocky relationship for quite awhile...

i DROPPED AND CRACKED MY SPADES BLINK BLINK!!!!! I'm sorry baby... i didnt do it delibrately... sobbies... :'(

The rain finally stopped... now it quite windy(even though it's quite humid now and then) and the sun is up.... guess if the weather could be like tat everyday den it would be the best wouldn't it?

Met Glenn and his boyfriend just now.... so loving... hahaXx... hmmm.... if everyone is like tat then again, wouldn't it be great?

The tyra banks website and ellen's show website was sooooooooooooo cool!!! everyone i think u should check it out.... hahaXx... and of course, watch their shows! ;)

Douglas,
longing and waiting..

Raining day....

2007-07-19T11:38:00.000+08:00

I swear to god i reali wanted to go to school todae.... i didn't reali expect it to rain todae... i was so damned drenched..... my jacket's wet, my bag is wet... thank god the laptop isnt.... sorry mr seah.... i went back home half way thru to bath cause i was totally wet lahx.... damn it... haix.... while walkin home, this rain reminded me of something tat i can apply in my life, the rain represents the different trial of life be it, borken family or whatsoever, jus remember, the shelter is just somewhere near it is just up to u whether u wanna be strong to turn and walk towards it or not.

Fine fine, it's "firesale" den.... u all dun have to bitch me about it ritexx.... :( i hear wrongly mahx... nv dig ear....

i feel so like sleeping now in this cool weather.... shit... haix... my eyes are heavy and tired. the people in this library dun seemed to be affected.... i wonder why...

Sitting in the corner here, i have been pondering about alot of things tat have been happening... was all this actually "avoidable"? friends have been tearing each other apart, not literally, but mentally.... the world is so small..... and wad is more we are in singapore, a even smaller country, why cant ppl just stop all this rubbish? is it reali tat fun???? in the end, the ppl themselves are tearing themselves apart... examples are all around ain't it? Remember the idiom? "An eye for an eye"... what is the whole point when in the end, both lost an eye? isn't it better if both dun lose their eyes?

I dunno, maybe sometimes hatred, jealousy and all the different emotions can reali do harm to both the carrier and non carrier of the emotion. i do hope u all noe wad im talking abt.. hehe...

The rain brought back some old memories of mine.... when i was younger of course.... i remember playing in the rain, i remember friends with me playing in the rain.... i remember being all drenched and icy cold... but i was reali happy den, nv cursing the heavens for the rain.... but for the veri first time alone in the rain, i cursed the heavens... y?? y did i do tat? hmmm.... guess i'll nv know ritexx?

"Only God Will Know......"

douglas,
drenched and sick

finally... Night has dawn...

2007-07-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

WOW.... 3 entries in a day... now back home... finally watched Die Hard 4.0... it was AWESOME!!!! hmmm... i wonder if all this will actually happen one day??? the myth.. 'firecell'.... nvm... my imagination again.... haha....

i miss wayne already.... and of course my baby jer... hmmm....

OMG....!!! my prelims.... 7 MORE DAYS!!!!

my darling was commenting tat he wasnt feel "high in the mood" today... i wonder.... nvm... since he dun even noe y... just hoping my fringe will grow back soon... sick and tired....

heys, everyone... do have a good nitexx ok??

douglas...
dead but rebirth

TANIEL's DOGGIESS!!!

2007-07-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! i'm like at taniel's hse and his hse has got two doggies and a puppy!!!!! RONNEY, LAZY, and the cutest of all!!! WAYNE!!!! pics for all to see below... pls check it out! :) and a pic i took yesterday wif my hamster - Leonard :)

THE FAMILY - Ronney(daddy) Lazy(mummy) and Wayne(baby)1

THE FAMILY - Ronney(daddy), Lazy(mummy) and Wayne(baby)2

Yvoone carrying Wayne in her arms

Taniel and Lazy

And the MOTHER (LAZY)!!!!

Wayne 1

Wayne on my lap

Wayne on my lap 2

Lazy cleaning Wayne up :)

Lazy and me

Leonard - The Hamster on my lap :)

and now, the video of wayne sucking milk from the mummy's nipples... KAWAII-NE!!!!

ain't they the cutest stuffs on earth??? haha.... i noe, i spoil the pic.... sorry lahx..., :P

Love....

2007-07-18T09:35:00.000+08:00

Since july 11th.... the feeling.... the touch... feels nice.... but is it genuine? I do hope it is.... my prelims are here.... and so are my 'N's... i do hope i will go up to sec 5... now i've no confidence.... wad is reali up wif me??? is it reali cause of people making fun??? or... is it reali just one of the few small reasons i cause me not to go to school???? *sigh*

baby, i love you