Friday, December 21, 2007
Hey friends... my decision is made lerx.... Im repeating sec 4... hmmm... guess this is for the better bahx.... at least i will have more choices to choose from.... hahax...
douglas
lost again!
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 9:48 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Days went by and somehow it went so fast before i could even stop and take a breather....
Tomorrow, or should i say later(since it has passed 12) I'm getting my N level result lerx.... so scare.... hahax... anyways already planning to go ITE lerx... haix...
Tag reply to ST jie - Hahax... alot of spamming horx.... too bad lahx... hope this will be the first and last lohx... cannot stop No life on the street spamming de mahx... hahax...
Remember just few days back, so many things had happen... jeffery and Jingjing's chalet... ice skating.... very busy... but it was fun lahx... all good things have to come to and end though... so memories were made by taking photo! yea :)
OMG... this is the month i hate and love the most.... hate it cause it keeps raining... love it cause it's the hols.... hahax.... didn't really thought of the rain when it just started... till it starts to rain... sickening....
sitting... shivering cold... thing of my future in front of me... 16 years just passed by like that.... with a snap of my finger... just gone... who knows... another snap, im like gonna be 21? what would life be like then? guess i just have to wait...
Douglas...
Stopping in time
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 12:36 AM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
A new start, a new begining....
Hope my friends u all arent angry for not contacting u all kkZz? im back :)
Douglas...
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 9:46 PM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
sorry friends.... for not updating my blog... i was a bit... how to say... upsad...
so many things have changed.... i quit my job and realized it was a right choice.... i met the best guy but yet... i realized that we will never meant to be.... there is someone else... guess... friends are wad i and him are meant to be only... sorry yan and suat ting.... it's not that i want my blog to be dead... but i myself is dying already...
dunno how yann is doin.... shall go and read her blog later... suat ting jie... u pls... look after yourself... weather is not very good now as the monsoon season is coming... or should i say is here already.... drink more water and rest more....
to people who is reading my blog now and knows fook yu nee-chan.... she is flying off to Hong kong later... flight is at 11... well... im gonna meet her for breakfast later... hahax... haiz... one month... coming back on the 31 of december... following will be suatting... flying to taiwan on the 27 of december....
it seems like one by one my friends are like leaving me for a period of time.... i just feel so... how should i say... sad? i guess so...
time for my 'N' level results is coming near.... i have a very bad feeling about it... haix... should i just simply give up? i not very sure...
realizing this when i look at the sky... how peaceful can this world really be...?
hahax... samson... u wanna meet for lunch? sure... no problem :) it would be a pleasure to have lunch with a friend...
who am i kidding? wad is all the emo stuffs doin here? to anata... wawd ever u are reading here... it will really mean wad i wanna tell u.... i love you... but i just realize it will never meant to be... the only thing i will call u is anata... cause that is wad u are and wad u always will be in my heart... dont give up... i'll always be here.... just call out to me and i will be back ok? i wish u happiness..
wiping my tears off telling myself... no one can ever replace anata..... never... my eyes are so damned painful....
A thought just appear in my head... "how i wish i was back to my old self..." bet u all would think the same ritex? but somehow... it will never be.....
Douglas...
silent...
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 5:15 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
hmmm... the days really pass like no one's business.... i mean it is like me and anata is together for a week plus lerx and we are like very happy( even though there were like arguements....) but i still love him as much... or should i say i like loving him more and more?
today i went out with mummy, yan and tiings jie and Rio for dinner at Ichiban sushi, hahax... Again... i guess it is different from eating when workin and eating and not working....
OMG... IM LIKE SO DAMNED FREAKING HELL ANGRY!!!! FUCKER kelvin! U ARE NOT BLOODY HELL JAP AND STOP TALKIN ABT VIGINITY WHEN U ARE NOT ONE FREAKING VIGIN!!! stop trying to act cute and innocent when u are not one... and pls freaking hell stop disturbing my ANATA!!!! and if u dun know wad it means by anata it means DARLING!! ASSHOLE...
one day, one fine day my blood vessles are like gonna burst because of guys like this, telling like everybody wad they are not...
very sianx lehx... this is like so sianx... omg... wad the freaking hell lahx... sianx...
Douglas
pissed off...
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 11:05 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
hmmm... talkin to my handsome cum cute guy... :P
hahax... hmmm.... my eyes!!!! sore... sobs...
douglas..
loved
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 10:03 PM
Super corny stuffs happened everywhere todae... just dunno y and how to put it.... it was just..... CORNISH.... LOL
alot of cute guys in the train like todae... hahax.... but almost all in white... hahax... i guess.... it's white day....LOL.... thank god no alot of cute guys wearing red.... if not horx.... it is like national day... LOL
sianx... jie and i was talking abt some private family stuffs... guess horx.... there are alot ppl out there very xin fu de... but they just dun appreciate it... haix...
hmmm.... supper was delicious... :P hahax... MACS!!!!
Douglas...
smiling and frowning
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 1:51 AM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Is it wrong for me to be extremly friendly and nice but now and then get angry with someone at work now and then? WTF... terminate me lahx! "U look like ben, act like ben," WHO DA FUCK IS BEN!
u suck man asshole....
*better calm down before i let my blood vessles burst for someone not worth it*
sitting at macs, 9.10AM! waiting for a guy whom i know wont show up.... haix...
douglas...
sitting and waiting... AGAIN
; be my escape & joy (:
@ 9:05 AM
